{ push me away for the first time; ellie * }

[STARR DAVENPORT!]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 380px; border-left: 20px solid #7a9aa9; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding-left: 10px; padding-bottom: 20px;] Senseless Denial, We spun like birds on fire right down towards the residence and i I took all that I desired even crooks have to pay the rent We swam like rats on fire right, right down the reservoir We took all that we could carry but we tried to carry more the beach. starr loved it. one of the few places in california that she could find somewhere other than her tour bus that would be secluded enough to not make her extremely. she had already find a perfect little place here, and because of that she found herself here more than not. starr just liked to be alone. she got way too nervous and paranoid about anything and everything when too many people were around. especially somewhere like the beach. most questioned her abilities to merch because of the fact that most human interaction either made her just walk away or look at her feet the whole time. but, the members in her band knew how much she loved music and knew her past, so they didn't care that all she really did at merch was ring people up. she didn't try and convince really anyone to buy anything. in her eyes, that was why the other merch person was there. she just really couldn't bring herself to talk to any of the fans. even though they often tried their hardest to talk to her. words didn't come out of mouth nine times out of ten. if you got a sentence out of her, you better feel special. she normally gave one or two worded answers if she needed. her communication was made up of nodding, shaking her head, blushing, and biting her lips. that an\d random noises that most people didn't know actually meant words in her mind. so, because of those simple fact she loved being here all by herself so that she could think and relax and be with nature and the sand without being disturbed. any other time she was either at the bus with other people or in merch with tons of people. she hated it. the less people were around her, the better her day was going in her head. her father fucked up any possible normal teenage life for her. she automatically went from being an innocent child, to mind a fucked preteen and teen. she was now seventeen and scared of anyone and anything. she now lived in fear of just about everything. it killed her inside, but you would just about never hear her talking about it. the only person she really talked to was her mother when she wanted to listen and her best friend. starr looked out into the ocean as she sat in the sand in the secluded part of the beach she had found. the sun was beating down on her, but she didn't care. she loved the hot weather. starr slid her sunglasses onto the bridge of her nose and smiled slightly. she loved peaceful moments like this when she was just comfortable. but, that was quickly interrupted by footsteps coming from behind her. starr's heart began racing. she froze, but didn't turn around because frankly, she didn't want to know who or what was behind her. she just prayed to god it wasn't a male, literally. shakes took over he body as the footsteps became louder and louder. five two one, outfittt , done, tagged for ellie

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[ellie stark!]

SHE COULD BE A JOAN OF ARC

Ellie needed to get out of the bus and she didn't know where to go. She didn't have that much of a agenda today and figured why not go to the beach? She had finished everything she had to do today and she couldn't spend all of her time on the bus despite the fact that her brother was milling around ready to attack. Ellie shook the thought from her head and started to pull on appropriate clothes. The ones she could wear out and to the beach. She was just planning to walk in up to her knees. So she threw on a tank top and a pair of shorts, ones that came up to her mid thigh. Sure, she probably thought they were obscenely short but she didn't think they were that bad. Then again, she didn't know what people expected these days. Running a hand through her blonde hair. Ellie stood in front of the mirror. Her fingers running over the scar that was hidden behind her hair. The one her brother gave to her. She hadn't bothered to look at it all that much lately.She usually always did as a reminder or something.

Sighing, Ellie moved away from the mirror and slipped on some shoes and grabbed a pair of sunglasses she had found. Probably Aengus's but she didn't care nor did she think he would mind if she just borrowed them for a hour or two. She was just too lazy to find her own right now and a bit anxious too. Sh really needed to get off of the bus. She slipped her phone and some money and a pen and a pad of paper into her pockets. Not knowing when she should have to talk to someone. She really didn't want to talk to anyone though. If anything Ellie was going to enjoy being quite.

Grabbing her long board, Ellie walked down the bus's steps and looked around, wondering where her brother was. She sighed and placed the board on the ground and started rolling and turning when she needed to. She almost memorized the ride to the beach. She had been spending a lot of time near there when she was off. When she finally got there she picked up her board and made her way towards the beach, she saw another girl there and came up behind her but moved a little away after. She didn't know what to say but she did look familiar.

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