dead memories --- HARVEY

[zachary stone!]

[bg=12191f][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=border,0,true] Zach had just finished up at the signing table about a half hour ago, and had sense been wondering around the tour aimlessly. Z wasn't really trying to head anywhere in particular, just for once was enjoying the sites. On previous tours he had spent most of the day, aside from the very rare day sets they had, sleeping. He never ventured out much, and tended to stay confined to his bus. His main concern in life had been getting drunk, getting high, and getting laid before nights end. The only time he really went out to 'socialize' was when Gambit drug him out, or promised him amazing ass. Z still wasn't good boyfriend material, but in the past he had been much worse. He had been so indifferent towards his exes, and tended to treat them just a tab better than your corner whore. He was selfish and self centered had that hadn't changed much over the years. A didn't know how to be a decent human being, his mother had never taught him. Let alone she had set a poor normal as far was what woman deserved or could endure. Zach was the type that if you let him abuse you, he would. He showed very little care who the consequences of his actions, and prided himself on being a prime asshole. As he reflected on those times he frowned slightly. A lot hadn't changed since then, but he was starting to feel a tad more guilty about his actions. He knew he had really hurt some people, but at this particular time his pride was getting in the way of any amends. Zach said sorry to no one, he just learned from his mistakes, on the rare occasion, and tried not to mess things up the next time around. He held quite a bit of resentment towards the people who had come in and out of his life over the years. Part of him could no accept the fact that them turning their back, and leaving him had been his own doing. In every aspect of his life he rarely took responsibility for his actions. This trait had made him incredibly hard to manage, and even harder for people to stay around him. Z shook the thought as he was confronted by one of his band staff. "Hey Z, I hate to ask this, but could you run these by the merch table, Gambits on my ass to get the new mics hooked up." normally Z would have made up some excuse or even told the kid off, but for some reason today he was feeling on the tad nicer side. "Sure, just don't make it a habit." he said pulling out a cig and lighting it. Z shifted the cig to the corner of his mouth before picking up the two boxes and walking over to the merch stand. She managed to put the boxes on the counter without ashing on them, or dropping them. Zach considered that a pretty good success. He turned away from the merch table to ash his cigarette before sticking it back between his lips. Z stashed the boxes under the table , though as he looked up he cursed under his breath. The one time he does a fucking favor for someone he has to see her. Z groaned inwardly at the thought of her coming over to the stands. Zach didn't want to deal with Harvey, not now, not ever. Lucky for him a couple fans had spotted him, and began putting things in front of him to sign... maybe she would just wonder off and leave him be.

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[HARVEY HAVOC!]

through senses, how can we explain?

It had come as a shock to her, just how late she had slept in; Harvey usually woke up at around nine or ten in the morning on most days, but today she hadn't found herself rolling out of bed until quarter to twelve. That was a late morning for the blue haired rock goddess, especially when it came to show day. Their set wasn't for another couple of hours, but Harvey always liked being up and awake early so she could make sure that everything was perfect for the upcoming show. Her routine was simple, go to sound check and warm up her vocals, go get something to eat with the band, then head back to the bus for some downtime before going on stage and rocking out as hard as they could. Lately, since Erik left, Harvey hadn't been feeling that same intensity and that was more than likely why she had been sleeping in later than usual. This wasn't the first time, obviously, but today was the day that she actually felt bad about it. She didn't want to let her band, or her fans, down.

After she had put on her face and got dressed, she walked off the bus in search of someone to distract herself from the thoughts of Erik leaving. She didn't want sex, she just wanted an idle conversation that would numb her mind until she had to go to sleep alone again. Hearing her phone ring, she picked it up and answered, her manager screaming at her on the other end to come to the merch stands to make an appearance. She was grumpy, that was for certain, because all she did was tell her manager to fuck off and then hung up the phone. Of course, she was actually going to go to the merch stands, she couldn't let her fans down, but she really just wasn't in the mood to have someone screaming in her ear, especially when she was feeling the way that she was. All she wanted to do was stay in bed all day and just let the days pass on, but she knew that eventually things would get better, if she just carried on with her life. Even though things definitely did not seem like they were going to be getting any better any time soon, Harvey was a firm believer in 'it gets better'. She had even posted a youtube video for the movement - how could she go back on that now? Especially when it was just over a break up, not over getting bullied for being gay.

Running a hand through her bright blue hair, she pushed it all over to one shoulder and looked around the venue. She could see fans all around, some of them recognizing her, but too busy with another artist.That was when she reached the merch stands and a horde of fan came rushing at her, some of them ditching another artist. When she looked up to see whose fans she had just stolen, a smirk formed on her face; she felt somewhat smug of the fact that she had just taken some of Zach Stone's fans from him. But she only relished in it for a moment before paying attention to the people who had come for signing and pictures. After a few moments of taking pictures and signing t-shirts, Harvey managed to sneak away and walk towards Zach; she could tell by the look on his face that he did not want to see her, which only made her want to bother him more, "Zach." she greeted before she flashed him a smile, "Long time, no see." she stated before she placed her hands on her hips, looking him up and down, "I didn't know sexual predators came in tall, dark and handsome." she teased. Having had a thing with Zach a long time ago, she couldn't dney that she still found him physically attractive - the personality? Not so much.

SIX SIX FOUR WORDS, THERE YA GO, ALICE.

[zachary stone!]

[bg=12191f][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=border,0,true] Zach wanted nothing to do with Ms. Havoc. At one point in his life she was the closest thing he had to a real girlfriend, but sadly his attachment issues got in the way once more. Z had learned over the years that when you were in a true and meaningful relationship with someone that you were suppose to care about their daily comings and goings, take them places, and well just spend time with them. Zach was a horrible boyfriend, always had been always would be. His first couple relationships he had lost do to his music. At one point in his life playing bass meant everything, and only after band practice, gigs, and hanging out with his band mates would he spend time with the girl he was suppose to love. Z hadn’t grown up much since then, he was still more concerned with the well being of Gambit and his band, and cared little for the females that entered and exited his life. Harvey had made an impact on him however, and he blamed that impact for the reason he never wanted to look upon her again. Harvey had caused feelings to stir in him, and Z had paid more attention to her than any other girlfriend before her, but sadly not enough. Zach made it a point to spend the night with her on and off , take her places, and try to get out of band practice at a decent hour to actually see her before she went to sleep. But that wasn’t good enough, and although he had hated her for the longest time, now he only felt awkward around her. It was hard to look at someone you cared for with someone else. Zach felt like she had flaunted Erik in front of him on purpose, which had only made him angry at himself. The bassist didn’t like being angry with himself, and hated himself even more for letting a girl get to him. But as she made her way towards him he knew he would have to suck it up and deal. After all the last thing he wanted was Abby yelling at him for negative publicity again. Zach knew that both Succubus fans and A Tasteful Death fans had stalked him and Harvey’s relationship. Heck Zach could hardly go online without seeing pictures of them together, and bloggers commenting on how they missed them as a couple, hated him for hurting Harvey, or his all time favorite, Harvey could do so much better. “Hey doll.” he said in a forced happy voice. Trying his best not to notice the few fans still lingering to see what was going to come of this interaction. “Little to long, yea?” he asked grinning a bit. Zach did his best not to let his handsome eyes scan over her figure, but nonetheless he failed and did his best to cover his actions. But when you had a girl like Harvey standing before you it was a little difficult not to take the entire picture in too long. “Me either. I really wish that would die off already. It’s not like she was some little kid or something, seventeen come on.” he said with a groan. “And in all fairness they hardly look their age, nor act it.” he said somewhat defensively. “Maybe I should do something more appalling to get the attention off my former misdoing.” he said with a chuckle. “So why are you even over here?” he asked not caring at all if he came off a bit rude. After all he wasn’t exactly expecting the queen of scream to be talking to him after their falling out so long ago.

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[HARVEY HAVOC!]

through senses, how can we explain?

Harvey was never really the type of person to hang out people who caused drama, that was probably why her and Zach's relationship hardly lasted. He did nothing but cause drama and now, even after they've ended and everything was over, he still managed to get himself all over the tabloids. It sickened Harvey at some points, just how interested people were in their lives. How were they any different and why did it matter if someone was wearing something that most of society didn't approve of? It honestly made no sense to her and pissed her off that the human race had stooped so low. As entertaining as some people's lives could be, she never really took interest in magazines and was more than content with keeping herself and her life on the down low. With Zach, that had been impossible; that, mixed with that fact that Zach just never gave her what she needed, the relationship had to end.

There were times, however, where did kind of miss the piece of shit, though she never really cared to admit it. She had been with Erik and had been far too in love with him to let those thoughts really surface, but not that her and Erik were over, they were slowly rising. Never again would she think of becoming his girlfriend, but a mere friendship wouldn't be so bad, right? As she stood across from him, her hands folded across her chest, she gave him a soft smirk. He hadn't really changed all that much, probably changed his hair and got a few more pieces of ink, but all in all he didn't seem all that different. It was for that reason that she felt she would be able to walk up to him and start conversation, just as they had a few years ago, when things were simple and they weren't nearly as watched as they were now. It scared Harvey to be speaking to him right now, seeing as she had heard that the metal blogs and their fans were praying for the two of them to get back together.

Harvey raised an eyebrow at him before she spoke, "I'm sorry man, but that was your own doing and that's not gunna die for a very, very long time." she explained before she nodded at him and placed her hands on her hips, "I will give you that. I don't know what it is, but they just keep getting sluttier and slutter at younger and younger ages. Kind of gross if you ask me." Harvey was all for having sex, she loved it, but she usually enjoyed it with someone that she called her own, not someone who called someone else their own. A soft giggle left her lips in response to his plan, "Or just wait for someone else to out-do you." she added before shrugged softly, trying to think of really why she had come over, "I just needed to get out of the bus, things seem to be getting too tense in there, now that Erik is back." she explained before she looked around, "Plus, I figured that it's be a good idea to come seethe band. You know, catch up with Gambit and the like." she replied before giving him a genuine smile, "So, anything new with you?"

SIX SIX FOUR WORDS, THERE YA GO, ALICE.