Post by JORDAN STONE! on May 17, 2012 21:12:53 GMT -5
jordan tyler stone ,
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rebellious . impulsive . addicted
[/i]if i had a choice, it be a saint, but i am a sinner who is over it, over it.
call it a lost, or call it fate, it's still a beautiful, beautiful thing,
SICK OF SARAH → EL PASO BLUE
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likes: woman, men, money, clothes, cigs, sex, skateboarding, bruises, scars, tattoos, piercings, fast cars, drums, drawing, painting, candy, drugs, coke, mountain dew, starbursts, writing music, peperoni pizza, pain, his friends, horses,
dislikes: his father, old people, wearing clothes, tall people, heights, spiders, homophobes, technology, bitches, coors, musicals, cleaning, cooking, socks, shoes, ketchup, being poor, cell phones, lines, being rushed, prudes, cotton balls, green m&ms.
personality:
"let me start of by saying i'm crazy. i mean not the mental institute kind of crazy, but you know, the type where i just do whatever i want, and sometimes i can act a bit like a nut. okay, i'm even confusing myself a little right now, but i don't know. i'm impulsive and most people constantly question the things i do way before i do. i like to just do. i don't think about it before or after. it can be a good thing, as well as a bad. i also tend to say really random things for no real reason. i also love the feeling of adrenalin. pretty much anything and everything i do in my free time has to get my hyped. skateboarding, drumming, partying, clubbing, and more. i hate just wasting time doing absolutely nothing. i can be the most impatient person when it comes to that. i really really hate idle hands, so i tend to disappear on random adventures on foot or on my skateboard.
i like to think i'm a rebel and i don't do what people tell me, and i've also been told that from my parents and other random authority figures. i don't like people telling me what to do. it just makes me angry when i feel like i can't do what i want. who knows why, but i just get giddy and upset and irritated all in one when i feel restricted. not only that, but i tend to like to break the law. it also gives me that rush of adrenalin that i love so much.
drugs go along with that. any drug i can get my hands on pretty much. can't say i'm proud of that fact, but i am very easily addicted to thinks. i'm a bit of an alcoholic and coke and weed are my two drugs of choice. not to mention nicotine, i you want to consider that a drug. if not, i'm still extremely addicted to it.
despite my rough outer shell, even though ui hate to admit it, i can be a teddy bear. i'm really sensitive and i don't like to admit it very often, but i do actually care what people think of me. not only the people i know and care about, but at times random strangers. i find myself doing things to please other people. even if it means changing something about myself or my personality. i try my hardest not to seem like a pushover and keep my i don't give a fuck attitude but it;s hard when other people's opinions eat at you.
i really am loyal to my friends and the people i care about in general. i will bend over backwards for them and normally i can keep friends for a long time because of that. i'm pretty quiet, and i'm not really a social butterfly, but the friends i do have will tell you that i'm pretty easily manipulated. i just try to not say much and hope people don't bother me. i will hold a conversation with you if you start one, but i'm not the type to start one.
i have a bit of an anger problem, but i try not to get too overboard. if i get angry i normally just punch a wall or throw some shit. i've busted up a few skateboards, but eh. the world just pisses me off."
history:
" well, let me start from the beginning. i was born in a little town in texas. lived with my father and mother and then when i was three months old, just my father. my father was the richest man in town, and the biggest jackass but you know. i was a pretty good little kid and didn't really do anything against my dad's word until i turned about maybe thirteen. that was when i realized how much of a stupid prick my dad was.
my father is an alcoholic, a chronic liar, and just a simply put, bad person. he had maybe a million girlfriends half his age throughout my life, along with a dozen wives and then ex wives. i started experimenting with different hobbies just because i was a curious teenager. realized i liked skateboarding first, then drums, and with the band life, drinking and drugs. i hung around kids in college and kids not in college. i never hung around people my age and that did me no good. i took my first hit of pot when i was fourteen and my first line of coke when i was fifteen.
my dad didn't really realize i was into drugs and partying at first because he was too concerned with his own crazy life full of drinking and woman until i drove my car in the side of his house at 16. then he noticed. let his wife at the time go through all of my shit in my room. found paraphernalia and threatened to have me put in juvy. he didn't really go through with it, but he sent me to a therapist instead and went on with his shitty life and let me live mine.
i continued with the drugs and my i don't give a fuck attitude. got my first tattoo from a friend of mine when i was 17, high as shit on coke. i really couldn't wear anything but long sleeved shirts around my dad so he didn't flip the fuck out on me. he finally found out when i was eighteen that i hat tattoos up and down both of my arms. had another one of his flip outs and made my therapist prescribe me some drug and went on with his life, once again.
i had been in many bands from the age of fifteen, trying to find the right people. but, as always all of my fellow band members were normally just as drugged out as i was and we never got very far. i'd really like to meet some chill people to be in a band with but, at the moment my mind is elsewhere.
a few months ago me and my dad had a huge blowout about my drugs and party life and the fact that i'm nineteen and living in 'his house' and i should do what he says. he threatened to cut me off completely and i told him to go fuck himself. that didn't go over to well with him. so, he told me to go live with my 'piece of shit brother' who is, by the way, famous. i didn't even know i had a fucking half brother until that day and i found him and now i'm merching for his band? don't call me weird for it, but that's just how it ended up."
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