o'reilly, carson e.

[carson o'reilly!]

carson emile o'reilly ,

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SEVENTEEN. SONNY. BACKING VOCALS & LEAD GUITAR. BI-CURIOUS. THE CHERRY BOMBS[/font]

goofy . nerdy . loving

I don't want love to destroy me like it did my
family ,

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PINK → FAMILY PORTRAIT

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Carson spends almost every night in a cold sweat before awakening from the nightmare that constantly replays over and over in her head. Only when she wakes up she realizes the nightmare is a replay of her life. Carson although bubbly and quiet, is very strong at her core. She hides her feelings until she breaks, or runs. She isn't one to let people in on the dark things that have helped to build her. Her life isnt perfect, no matter how the tabloids like to spend her lavish childhood. The truth is she grew up in a broken family, although never an abusive one. Although Carson's parents think they kept their fights out of their daughters sights, they are wrong. Sure they kept their arguments to a minimum, and to top it off practically whispered when they fought, Carson still knew. She knew from a fairly young age that something wasn't right, that her parents didnt connect anymore. Pretending everything was okay was far worse than the actual divorce itself.

When they finally did get the divorce that both of them had threatened for years, Carson left Ireland and went to the states with her mother. Her mother moved her into the great state of Texas at the age of 14. She spent her time dealing with the same old comments. 'you talk funny, are you related to a leprechaun, and her all time favorite, want to taste the rainbow.' Needless to say Carson didn't fit in well, and it wasnt until high school that she acquired her first real friend. She spent almost every day with her new friend, who also showed Carson a thing or too about being 'friendly'. Carson had never been in a relationship until she got with her first girlfriend, and now band mate. Sonny had never really considered herself a lesbian by any means, but she would be lying if she said it didnt feel good, and that she really cared for her best friend. But after they made it big, Car just didnt feel the same towards her band mate. Especially not when her father entered the picture once more.

Carson didnt want him to know about what she had been doing, after all she feared disappointing him above all others. Her dad meant the world to her, and now that he was back in her life, she wasnt going to fuck it up. Carson somewhat feels like a traitor to her father by leaving with her mother. But what else was she suppose to do? She was fourteen and he was in no way savy enough to raise a teenage girl. Do to these feelings of guilt Carson lets her father control her far more than she likes sometimes. But he is her dad, and could only have her best interest at heart right?

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MY NAME IS ALICE, I AM 22 YEARS OLD AND HAVE BEEN ROLE PLAYING FOR 8 YEARS. I FOUND THIS SITE VIA CHARLIE THEY'RE/ IT'S AWESOME!

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